


I love your sparkles by the way!
Hey, I'm writing again because I'm a complete dork and I have nothing else to do with my life. lol Right now I'm feeling really fat, which explains all the candy and chips I just absorbed. When I get this treadmill, I'm really going to turn my diet around. I'm trying my best to make that promise to myself. I'm tired of feeling fat and unhealthy. Tomorrow I'm going to activate my credit card so I can buy it online and I will make a change. I need some prayers, though.
Well, I just got back from church today and it's been the first day I really haven't cried tons in church. I'm not sure if that's a sign that I'm drawing away from God. Sometimes I have these moments and I think, "I need him overall, but I'm not sure if I do now." I hate feeling that I don't need God. When things are going well I don't really give God much credit and that's a problem.
Alicia